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Fri Jun 02, 2017 4:29 am by Meggiemay

I posted on here a few years ago but my symptoms went away with the inflammation. I didn't get so lucky this time.

For over three months, i've had terrible rawness, burning, soreness in the urethral/vestibule area and pressure/hypersensitivity in the clitoral area. I've also had some lower abdominal pressure and burning on my butt. I can barely walk! My gyno hasn't been much help. I'm on …

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Clitoris Issues

Tue Apr 28, 2015 8:17 pm by January

I am going crazyyy trying to figure out what's wrong. Please does anyone else have an issue similar to mine? I'm only 22. So, basically when my clit is lightly rubbed, there is no feeling. However, when rubbed vigorously and directly, the burning and tingling sensations shoot down my legs and feet as if coming to the end of an orgasm but with no good feeling leading up. It's so strange. What …

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New member

Sat Mar 18, 2017 7:37 pm by Lisa1627

Hi ladies. I am new to the forum. I have had what I think is vulvodynia caused from hsv 2. So not only do I have the burning vag but the constant feeling of being contagious. I can honestly say that I hate my life and myself right now. There are days when I think I would rather be dead. I tried the amitryptline and it helped but if it's only making my brain think I don't have pain then it's …

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Post Full Vestibulectomy - 5 Years Later - Please Read

Tue May 02, 2017 6:18 pm by jen007

Hi All,

It's been awhile since I've written a new topic on the forum. Wondering if any of the same ladies are still here. I've come back to update you all on my post vestibulectomy results. I can't remember if I've done an update on my current state, so forgive me if this is repeated information... I can't remember how to view my old posts! Anyway, let me get on with my update.

For 4 years post …

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Recovered from Vulvodynia

Thu May 04, 2017 9:42 pm by chancesunny

Hey everyone,

Im a new member on this forum and wanted to share my story so I can help anyone who is feeling helpless. Maybe what worked for me can work for you. I'll try to make this short so you can go get better!

I had vulvodynia for about 3-4 years. In the beginning, it started with pain that I thought was just a yeast infection and then I thought it was a urinary tract infection or …

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New here, my story and looking for advice

Wed Apr 26, 2017 9:02 am by rachiecakes

Hi All!

I was really hoping to get some feedback from everyone here - it's very hard dealing with an issue like this because no one really understands what I'm going through!

Im 28 years old I've had interstitial cystitis for 3 years - but never an vaginal issues. About 6 months ago I got a yeast infection following a course of antibiotics - similarly I developed IC after a bad UTI. The itching …

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New w/ Secondary Provoked Vestibuldynia

Wed Apr 26, 2017 11:46 pm by Birdy

Hi everyone,

I'm here because I'm pretty sure I have secondary provoked vestibuldynia, even though my gyno is still "optimistic" it is not.  My problem started six months ago when I got my second UTI in as many months (after going 25 years of life without one) and then ended up with a bad yeast infection (also my first one ever) thanks to the antibiotics.  Ever since the yeast …

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Male visitor

Wed Jan 18, 2017 11:19 pm by outsider

Hello!

I am a 25 year old guy who has erectile dysfunction following an injury a few years ago. I am here because I think that men and women with sexual dysfunction could benefit from dating each other. My experience has been that women have lost interest when they found out that penetrative sex was not possible with me.
So I am interested in learning more about female sexual disorders. Do young …

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New Here: Question/My Story

Mon Apr 03, 2017 2:00 am by overit14

Hi everyone. I came across this site by Googling "vulvar pain support". I feel like my case is different than most I read about so I was wondering if anyone else here experiences this in the way that I do.

This started in 2012 and has happened off and on since. I get really, really red and it's very painful, swollen and burns. Sometimes it may be a little itchy, but mostly it just …

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Suicide seems my only option!

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keep this thread going please

Post  sadone on Sun Dec 07, 2014 1:47 pm

I too feel like suicide is my only option. I've had V my whole life. I had an understanding bf who is leaving me now b/c he said he needs vaginal or anal sex.

I feel like a thing.

And I'm not young. I just turned 50. I don't have children.

Failed relationships because of this. I wasn't diagnosed until I was 44.

I think that suicide is my only option now. I have lost all hope. And I'm very lonely now without him.

I have a few friends and some family, but they are busy with their own lives. I think everyone would be happier if I were dead.

I can't live like this anymore.

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Re: Suicide seems my only option!

Post  Sparkle on Mon Dec 08, 2014 8:01 pm

Please don't do that. I'm sure U have plenty to live for.. I know it's hard to live with this horrible condition but don't let it win! Your freinds and family would be so sad to not have you in thiwr lives anymore. It's hard to see a way out and I can understand at the minute U are fwwling lonely and greiving over your past relationship but please don't think killing yourself is your only option.
Have u got a doctor u are seeing? What methods have your tried to get some relief?. I'm so sorry you are suffering like this...
Its hard dealing with a break up and even harder when u have this horrible condition aswell but please don't do anything to yourself. If yor doctor isn't helping then go see another one. And keep changing until u get one that can help u.
I hope my reply hasn't come to late....
I'm here if u need to talk or somone to off load to, u can PM me or reply on here xx

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Post  lavrose on Sat Dec 13, 2014 12:56 am

Listen to me, please don't think like that. I am where you are right now, please. Life is not meant to be easy, life is meant to be hard, we are meant to pass through these things, these chastisements, maybe you need to get in touch with God. Not to be all preachy or anything, you have to think about what monks and nuns went thru, I pray..

Here is a link to video of a beautiful young women who attempted suicide and went to a personal Hell, but spoke with someone (a light being, Jesus) that explained to her that life was not meant to be easy, and her life was not hers to take,  and her children needed her, and by killing herself, she would emotionaly and spiritually scar her children, specifically her son, so much, he would be rendered incapable of functioning in life, it would ruin his life, so please, please, WAIT..wait for a cure. Hold on. We don't know if there is life after Death, we don't even know, we cant understand..if the link doesn't work, just go on youtube and look up suicide nde and hell- Angie Fenimore. Its a powerful video and it helps me.

I had a best friend that killed herself, and it was awful for her family, especially her children, and she was beautiful, so please. You can try some essential oil therapy which helps give respite to the pain (for me anyways)..http://youtu.be/bWjH8hAFYkw


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Post  lavrose on Sat Dec 13, 2014 12:57 am

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no suicide

Post  lexiharley on Tue Dec 30, 2014 5:37 am

I was where you are now. I didn't think I could live with the pain..i had no life but the v. It consumed my day with thoughts of how I could manage to live with this. I lived in hell for a few years with this but then got the right doctor who understood this. I went on clonazepam andamytriptyline and in time it started to get better. Sometime it reminds me its still here and I have limited my activity and listen when my body tells me YOU CAN"T DO THIS. Don't give up there is help you need to keep looking and going to doctors till one helps you.

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Re: Suicide seems my only option!

Post  JulesB on Fri Jan 16, 2015 8:18 am

Kate, I know how you feel. But DON'T GIVE up! There is a solution for you out there, you just need to find it. Try Saginil gel (available online from Epitech), try acupuncture. I know, at first I thought - acupuncture, bit whacky - but it worked wonders for me. And is can't do any harm if it doesn't work....... You need a wester acupuncturist, look on the internet for accredited ones. I went for someone who was already medical (a GP) who had trained in acupuncture.

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Re: Suicide seems my only option!

Post  JulesB on Fri Jan 16, 2015 9:18 am

Oh, yes, I forgot - try coconut oil. I apply it several times a day (in fact after every time I got to the loo). I use organic virgin coconut oil from the Groovyfood company - available form Waitrose and Tesco. And take it easy! Build things up slowly. I am lucky that I work mainly from home, so I was able to go around with baggy jiggers on and no knickers. And I just sit all day on the computer (kneeling on my seat). It takes time. For fuller details of what worked for me, see my post "what worked for me".

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Re: Suicide seems my only option!

Post  Mariek on Tue Mar 10, 2015 3:39 pm

Kate1981, please let us know if your are still alive. We are worried about you!

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Re: Suicide seems my only option!

Post  drivenbyambition on Sat Mar 14, 2015 4:53 am

I hope that you are doing well. This condition is debilitating, but your life is worth living for.

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I found a cure... please please try this

Post  sarisbaris on Wed Mar 18, 2015 4:22 am

I'm not joking or giving you false hope. I've been pain free for over a year already. Here is the short story: I had vulvodynia on and off for 15 years.  Got pregnant and it was horrible. Everything below (including acupuncture/TCM herbalist) helped but wasn't a cure.  I found a practitioner of Acupoint Nutritional (or Integrative) Testing who finally pinpointed the cause of my pain and alleviated my pain in a few months. It was a slow progress (a few months) but it was a permanent fix. Basically she just gave me a bunch of pills that were all herbal and natural. I was pregnant at the time. I'm so grateful. (This won't allow me to add a link but just google Dawn Dolan in Cotati, CA) Basically, she uses applied kinesiology to figure out the cause of my the problem and the remedy. Sounds crazy but it worked! She said that if you are not in the northern California area she can help you find a Acupoint practitioner who can help. This is legit.  I'm sorry I didn't post sooner, I've been busy with my baby. That pain was freakin unbelievable. Please give this a shot. Let me know if you have any questions.

According to her, I got a staph infection when I had knee surgery in my teens.  That staph infection eventually stayed with me and found a home in my vagina. Awesome. Sounds a bit strange but her stuff worked so I'm not going to argue. Western medicine is great at times but vulvodynia is beyond them probably because there is a different cause for it in each person.  (That's just my hypothesis) Mine was burning and hot, like a chemical burn. Here are some of my remedies that helped the pain until I found her.

I figured out a green drink that would take away my pain away in 25-30 min without fail, at least for me.  

MIRACLE GREEN DRINK
1 bushel of cilantro
½ cucumber
1 celery
2-3 lemons
1 lime (optional)
Filtered water
1 packet of stevia
*It's really all about the cilantro and the lemons. They are the most powerful ingredients.

Reverse Osmosis Water
I also started (and still do) drink only reverse osmosis water. That also helped a lot and you'll never want to drink anything else. Still to this day if I drink tap water for more than a few days my urethra will be irritated.

Braggs Apple Cider Vinegar Drink
1T in glass of filtered water (helps vaginal burning but I found the green drink worked faster)

Also, don't eat sugar, fried food, anything that is acidic, my vagina is much happier and of course, sex much better. Do some research about the akaline foods in contrast to acidic foods. That helps a lot. (Now that it's been over a year, I eat whatever I want. Sugar and all. Don't worry you'll get there, just let you body heal first)

Shuangliao Houfeng San (to use internally, keep it in your purse and use it during sex... my vagina loves this stuff. Use just a little... it's super strong)
My acupuncturist recommended this to me when the inside of my vagina gets too hot. TCM (Traditional Chinese Medicine) doctors usually recommend this for a sore throat. Use a little bit of organic sesame seed oil (not toasted sesame seed oil or your vagina will smell like Chinese food… I learned that the hard way) and a little little bit of this powder on your finger, insert into your vagina, rub it around and wait a few minutes. Another freakin God-send! When you are doing this for the first time, please use just a little bit of the powder. It’s really really strong.  The first few times, make sure you are next to a hot bath so you can soak if you use too much. The powder smells something awful but who freakin gives a sh-t if your vagina stops burning.  When my vulvodynia subsides enough to have sex (with intercourse) we put a little of this stuff on my partner and it is freakin awesome. You can buy Shuagliao on amazon.

If you have any questions please send me a message. I would love to help you anyway I can.  I'll be praying.

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sarisbaris--question about staph infection

Post  Toobusy9561 on Thu Jul 09, 2015 11:41 pm

Did you have any other symptoms of staph? I ask because I have folliculitis on my vulva, my scalp and in my nose. My gyno just does a visual for infections and I swear I have some kind of infection going on that is causing a lot of my symptoms. I have to wonder if there is a connection with the folliculitis (usually staph infection but can be yeast) and this my burning/hot vulva. So I found your post to be very interesting!
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Toobusy9561 - It sounds like there's a connection!

Post  sarisbaris on Fri Jul 10, 2015 5:19 pm

I'm so glad you found my post helpful! Along with vulvodynia, I also was prone to bladder infections. But I was able to easily fix those with a drop of melaleuca oil rubbed into the urethra when it got too warm (only use the kind from the company Melaleuca... other brands don't work. Available on Amazon) I also rinsed with cold water after every time I pee. And yes, I had a sensitivity to yeast/wheat/sugar/dairy. Until you get fixed, removing yeast/wheat/sugar/dairy (besides kefir) will help. And try that green drink, it was my saving grace. Or try listening to your own body and see if it can lead you to a green drink recipe of your own.

Please trust your gut! If you think there is a connection, I'm sure there's a connection! That's a hard lesson to learn... to trust yourself and your body. If your current medical doctors aren't helping, then you need to be brave and try practitioners outside your comfort zone. Most doctors (western/eastern/alternative) will not tell you that they don't know or can't help you. I went to 15 western doctors until I realized they don't know sh-t about vulvodynia) which was a very painful, literally painful lesson to learn. Then I tried acupuncture and Chinese herbs. These helped and kept it away for 10 years. But then it came back full force when I was pregnant and all my Chinese doctors didn't help this time. I walked away in tears from one who I thought was my last hope.  My sister basically had to drag me to an alternative doctor (Dawn Dolan in Cotati, CA) and I had to go out of my comfort zone again. Thank the Lord she did because Dawn cured it for good. Doctors won't usually tell you their limitations, unless they're exceptional and mature. If you find these doctors, keep their card, they will probably be able to help you with something at some point. I have found a Chinese herbalist who can cure a cold in 24hrs and my acupuncturist induced my labor when I was 2 weeks late. A lot of doctors are good at something... you just need to find the one that is good at the thing you need.

And don't worry about finding your exact symptoms online. Every body responds to things differently. I would recommend Dawn Dolan (Cotati, CA) and if you're not in the area she can give you the number of someone in your area. Unfortunately the practitioners who do what she does are not well organized. But hopefully she can lead you to the right person.

Again... I'm so sorry you're going through this! Let me know if you have any other questions.

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