Lichen Simplex Chronicus/Pain Getting Worse/Losing Hope

Over two years of this pain. I'm taking Lyrica 3 to 4 times a day, sometimes I take two at once , Cymbalta once a day , Ammatryptilne two before bed , Tramadol one to twice a day , Hydrocodone , amatryptaline ointment twice a day to numb the area , soaking a cotton pad in Lidocaine and placing it in my vulva area , using protopic once a day , now I'm thinking about adding Gabba Pentin BACK into the mix. I'm drugging myself up to the max and its useless. I've done 10 friggin procedures and nothing is helping me. I have an apt. with a different specialist in a different city. My husband has to take off work to drive me there. I feel like it is going to be another useless attempt at pain relief. My pain has increased since Tuesday. All I can do now is bawl. Why in the Hell doesn't lightning strike me dead? A boulder fall on me? Whats the use? I would only survive and have more problems. Will this shit ever end? What did I do to deserve this?

All I can do is lay in bed and cry.

COME TO FLORIDA!!!!!!!

Hey Alana hun, They would have to put me to sleep before for flying. OMG, the pain during that trip would be horrendous. I can't even stand to sit in my car long enough to get to the grocery store. Thanks for your reply honey. I appreciate it.

I feel bad for you and I know my doctor could help!