new job...big stress big flare

Hi all. I have been studying for a year and have a year to go I needed to do placement hours so quit my secure job ( thought I hated it) and took up a new one in my field of study. It was one of the worst decisions of my life. The new requirements are for sleep overs ( I work in disability) and all evening shifts. My old job was 3 days aweek I was home with my family at night but thought I hated my job because it was physical and on my feet all day. My stress and anxiety is through the roof and guess what of course vulvodynia pain is 10 out of 10. My new job is less money my husband has to work more over time etc etc...
just needed to vent. I rang my old boss back and begged for my job back and he said no I had been there 10 years. I find it hard to learn in my new job because of my meds and anxiety. I feel horrid and can't believe what I have done.
Sorry its a poor me pity post

Oh no!!! I am so sorry to hear you are not doing well. I hate this terrible condition. I can't even imagine how you must be feeling and that your boss wouldn't give your old job back. And if you are going to "pity-post", this is this place. Will your hours at your new job be permanent? Could you possibly ask for different hours maybe? I am very sorry. Please let me know to any updates. Hang in there girlie  

Thanks cathy. I am just hanging in there. I will have to look for another job but my anxiety is debilitating so I will have to stick at this job until I get anxiety under control. Everything just fell apart over night. But I have to keep going. My new hours in my new job cant be changed. My 15 year old son is missing me at night and that is killing me. Life just sucks sometimes but we have to keep going don't we. Hope you are doing better. Is gaba lyrica ? I have asked before but I have forgotten. Any way let me know how you are ? :-)

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